Worship4BBC

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worship4bbc:

As long as I’ve made content there has been negativity from some people. Wondering why they even view it if they find Black Cock so disgusting made me realize why and I thought it would be fun to write this

In the begining...Early 2000s and I’m downloading porn on Limewire. At this point I’m into all kinds of porn. Do I look at Interracial porn? Yes but at this point in time I was like the people that made me think to create this

I would look at Interracial porn not as a fan but I was curious…Something told me to search ‘Interracial’ I would and would look in disgust…Something about it felt wrong but I would jerk off to it like any other porn I looked at but there was no denying I looked at Interracial porn even when I didn’t consider myself a fan

Sometime in 2008…All these years I’ve still been a huge fan of porn. Only now something is different… I’m in a relationship and its the least I’ve ever looked at porn. Still can’t stop looking at porn, still can’t stop looking at Interracial porn and I still don’t consider myself a fan even telling myself I hate 

In 2009-2010… I’m looking at Interracial Porn almost exclusively. Sometimes I would watch white on white porn and imagine myself fucking my girlfriend like that…Usually I’m watching Interracial Porn comparing myself and feeling inferior…Not imagining myself any more but my girlfriend with Black Men doing what I can’t

“I’m way too much of a beta to be like him”

The later in 2010 it goes the more hooked I’m becoming on Interracial Porn. Its becoming the only way I get off and creating problems

By 2011… my relationship is rocky. Fights over my insecurities of thinking shes cheating.  

”I know shes cheating! Why would she want my lil dick?”

Fights over my inadequacies brought on by obsession with Interracial Porn

Over that year I try to quit porn each time I went back it was to Interracial porn and I was enjoying it more each time. By the end of the relationship my performance is nonexistent. I’ve been caught masturbating multiple times and this is all that we fight about now.

In 2012 I’m now single. I thought I was addicted to porn before but I had a ways to go. Interracial Porn was all I looked at anymore. There was zero interest if it didn’t involve Big Black Cock. I would think about my ex girlfriend and how this is why we weren’t together anymore and didn’t care…Performance anxiety ruined my sex drive and this was more enjoyable

2013-14  Everything changed when I discovered cuckolding…I knew of it but had always avoided it. I wasn’t into it until…

I became OBSESSED with this comic. It opened my eyes to the idea of watching whether you wanted to or not. Big Black Cock would take your woman right in front of you and you would learn to LOVE it

Soon I was watching all kinds of cuckold porn! If I’m not watching a cuckold scene I’m putting myself into the scene, imagining the pornstar being my wife or girlfriend and everyone getting what they want!

Thats when I made my imagefap account! http://www.imagefap.com/profile/Derp12345

 This is when I would say I started to truly become addicted to BBC. I was obviously hooked long before this but this changed everything! I make content consistently getting more and more addicted to BBC

2017 I discover a beautiful side of Tumblr filled with a love for Black Superiority. I feel more and more like an inferior whiteboi everyday here and I fucking love it! I thought I knew my place before and Tumblr continues to teach me how inferior the whiteboi is!

2018 will be dedicated to spreading more Pro Black content! For all the BBC Lovers out there! Especially the ones who “hate” but don’t realize whats happening! 

Typical white male psychological development